Daily Thoughts

I'm finally at 34 weeks and 1 day.  Urgh, I'm so tired of being pregnant.  Yet so far, I'm really enjoying this pregnancy a lot more than my first one.  But there is just so much things going on right now.  Me and Kong (my husband) are BROKE.  His grandpa just recently passed away on the 27th of June and we are getting ready for the funeral as well.  At the same time we are trying to find a 2 bedroom apartment or a house and on top of that trying to get things ready for my little angel.  With all that said, we don't got the money right now.  I'm trying to work my butt off this week with working 11 hours shifts.  Man, and on the weekends as well.  Thank goodness next week, my managers are finally letting me work from home for a bit before leaving for my maternity leave. At work, we are so super busy as well. I feel like I have so much to get things to get done.  It's like basically stacking on top of me.  I hate it so much.  I'm so super stressed.  I don't know how Kong is going to handle the bills by himself for a while. He told me he can but man, the way I'm looking at things right now.  It's a big no no.  I was think lately about getting an induction again just because I honestly don't know if I was to leave work how Kong is going to manage.  I don't want him to crack.  :( I feel bad for the man, but he seems to not be bothered by the whole situation.  Only I am.  So am I just thinking way too much or is he trying to ignore the situation.